March 2011
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all wars look live civil wars from above.
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at the moment, i'm loving:
Sun patches.
Doing homework in my underwear.
The way the melty snow water looks on asphalt when the sun hit’s it.
That each car that goes by outside makes a sound like a wave.
Cold coffee.
Today is a blue day.
Vaulting blue skies used to make me feel alone and insignificant. Now they make me feel awake, happy, and free. I don’t know why that is.
When I went to Scotland,...
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Monkey in a Barrel: Long Tangent Ahead. →
barrelmonkey:
Derek Ross Calf-Child will be a name forever burned into my memory to go along with this face:
This man is an important figure in my life but he is by no means a good figure. This is the face of a man who went out of his way to stalk me on public transit to a university - an institution…
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This has nothing to do with anything, but last night I had a dream that vegetables were teaching me life lessons. And no - this shit was not Veggie Tales.
I want it to be summer. And then I want to go for a walk in whatever direction I feel like, and walk and walk and walk until I can’t anymore.
(and then get a ride back home because I’m not as badass as I like to think I am.)
Also...
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dream:
I was in a 70’s-esque Hogwarts trying to play oldschool Crash Bandicoot on a giant screen, but the only thing showing up on the giantass screen were pages advertising dildos. This poor, corrupted, 8 year old kid (who thought I was a complete idiot) got rid of the dildo’s ad for me.
I was in the deep south of the States which also happened to be Antarctica, which also happened to be...
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“I want to be left alone. I want to sit in the grass. I want to ride my horse. I...”
– Jack Kerouac in a letter to Allen Ginsberg (June 10th, 1949)
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Whenever I feel this way, it makes me want to be a...
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3:33 AM
The energy drink has worn off.
Time for sleep.
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Today I had a crepe-to-go. It was wrapped up all shwarma style with nutella and berries and whipped cream.
So. Effing. Good.
I battled Sean in Half-Life again.
I also applied to McDonalds and Taco Bell today like a classy motherfucker, because at this point I would probably prostitute myself just to be able to live in Sean’s town with him this summer. Grahhhk long distance :( Grakjdgj...
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no escuela
No class tomorrow, which means my plan isss:
Breakfast skype date with a Sean.
Apply for jobs, write coffee shop-running-lady an email.
Hookah & essay writing/design projecting
Kensington with Bianca.
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Yessss
I changed my theme again, and yesss I should be sleeping.
I think this theme changing thing is related to my interior decorating obsession. I’ve painted, rearranged, refurnished, and redecorated my room too many times to count. I get the urge at least once a month.
Anyways
lately I’ve been being super lame depressed lonerface.
I think I’ve been too sad to be motivated to do...
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lately
I just can’t stay synched.
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http://astheria.com/design/design-is-a-drug
This is sort of how I feel some days.
Minus the part about fancy pants art school and being an engineer instead, because we all know that could neverever happen.
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Today is finally warm like spring and I have been semi productive. Happyy.
Last night Sean and I had a skype date. We started playing shooting games at midnight. When we got bored of using guns, we started throwing fridges at each other.
Drumming Boy 5 doors down is exceptionally loud today.
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Say no to the solution.
I am a lonely spoon tonight.
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A List:
Things I HAVE to do:
- Get my passport.
- Finish Bianca’s present. (at this rate it will no longer be a Christmas or Birthday present, but more of a “You popped out a baby, here have a present” type present).
- Make something for Amina’s mom, order flowers, send that.
- 3 design projects, 2 essays, some assignments.
Things I REALLYREALLY want to do:
- Learn the...
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Today I woke up feeling worse than yesterday.
To make up for it, I decided today is Be a Nudist Day (except for when I go to work tonight - that probably wont fly).
Listening to the birdies outside (it’s +5C now rather than -20! ! !!!!), and the blood rushing around my brain. I think I can hear Drumming Boy 5 houses down too.
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“We all have stories that we will never tell.”
“You’re gonna hate me when I tell you everything. You’re gonna question whether you really know me at all. You will revisit every smile and where it fit into the day.”
I still don’t think I got what was coming to me, but I’m too afraid to make myself pay.
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Today
-I woke up this morning after a having a nightmare and felt the need to check behind all shower curtians and doors in the house. This probably has something to do with watching 127 Hours at Allison’s last night. Maybe I’m crazy, but when James Franco hallucinated Scooby Doo I found it just as frightening as the scene where he hacks off his arm.
-I decided to make the 1.5 hour journey...
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I’m filling my brain with beautiful things rather than doing homework.
GJBAAAHHHHK
Allison is moving to BC in a week. Spontaneous. Operation Acquire More Friends is in effect. STOP MOVING EVVRRRBODDYYYYY!
I just downloaded the Black Keys newest album. I don’t know why it took me soooo long. IT’SSOFANTASTIC! But still not as fantastic as Attack&Release.
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Zork was this game that spat out descriptions, and you had to type in the actions. It was like an interactive book. I don’t think anyone my age has played this game, sad. It might have been birthed 10 years before my time, but it was still fantastically entertaining.
This is how the game started out ^. I don’t know how many times I had to start over from this point. So many.
You...
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Neon Renaissance
I’ve started reading The Electric Kool-Aid Acid Test. I’m only about 60 pages in, but so far I reallyreally like it. I think the last time I liked a book this much immediately was with Zorba the Greek or The Bell Jar. A yearish ago. Happyyy!
I just finished Brave New World, and I don’t know why, but most of the book kind of bored me and seemed like filler and set-up until it...
